Nurture​/​/​Mutilate

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...dregs of a drowsed soul...

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released November 27, 2018

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Produced, mixed and mastered by blurrybynature.

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Track Name: Lungs
LUNGS

It's dangerous to contemplate all that awaits you
Especially in your current state.
The waves and ripples of your present self
Amplify and distort
Into tidal waves that lord over you,
Like a ghost arrived too soon to empathize...
Too soon to even try.

And all you achieve is misery,
And yet here you are;
Contemplating a tangible hopelessness you could almost choke on,
If you only had lungs to fill.

If you only had...
If only I hadn't.
Track Name: Copper Streets
COPPER STREETS

Your sweet voice
Supplanted by circuits and speakers
Our arteries corrode and become
Gold and copper streets

And now my love is
Surging and flowing in rivers of nothing but binary
And I can't feel when you leave
And I can't dream...

Can't feel.
Can't feel.
Feel.

Fibre-optic heartstrings in the palm of my hand,
I feel your warm embrace turn cold and luminous
Rust away my heart,
Separate my blood
Show me how to love
Tear my soul apart and
Stitch it together with copper
Track Name: Teeth to Sand
TEETH TO SAND

I am standing on the edge of a cliff
Trying to admire the view
But I can't forget why I came...
"It's not about you,
It's not about you"
Well, fuck you, you can't feel what I'm going through.

If I drain the blood from your veins
And decant it into your lungs
Take to your brittle ribcage with a chisel
Until your heart falls right out
Now let's brim that empty space with rage
'Til you grind your teeth to sand
Come dear, step into my soul for a while
'Cause the Ghost is making my plans

I feel the earth start to give
And step back towards the familiar pain
As though life were the relapse

Relapse, collapse
Relapse, collapse
Relapse, collapse
Relapse

If I drain the blood from your veins
And decant it into your lungs
Take to your brittle ribcage with a chisel
Until your heart falls right out
Now let's brim that empty space with rage
'Til you grind your teeth to sand
Come dear, step into my soul for a while
'Cause the Ghost is making my plans

The earth starts to give
"We need you"
"We need you"
"We need you"

...but I don't.

"We need you"
"We need you"
"We need you..."
Track Name: Lately
LATELY

Lately, I've been craving that sinking feeling
When your whole life starts to capsize
Lately, I've been fading into my own mind

Heartbeat, beat, beat me down
Anchored from the inside

There is serenity to be found in sorrow
Break me down.

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