I'm hanging dreams and hope on the walls
But the nightmares, they're in my head
Been in there a lot lately
Four years, if I'm honest
Finally found the resolve to find some help
I walked right up to the gates of my private hell
And the view was beautiful
But the gates were closed,
And I can't climb them on my own
Yet somehow all I want is to be alone
I'm locked in a paradox,
But I refuse to die here
Refuse
No, I won't
Rip a hole in existence, and crawl right through
Into the souls left behind
Into their bloodshot eyes
Into their picture frames
No, I won't be their pain.
credits
from The Truth As I See It,
released August 18, 2018
Music, lyrics and artwork by blurrybynature
Produced, mixed and mastered by blurrybynature.
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